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Poetry

The greatest poet in the English language found his poetry where poetry is found: in the lives of people. He could have done this only through love- by knowing, which is not the same thing as understanding, that whatever was happening to anyone was happening to him.

The people who produce the poet are not responsible to him: he is not responsible to them. That is why he is called a poet. And his responsibility, which is also his joy and his strenght and his life, is to defeat all labels and complicate all batlles by insisting on the human riddle, to beat witness, as long as breath is in him, to that mighty, unnameable, tranfiguring force which lives in the soul of man, and to aspire to do his work so well that when the breath has left him, the people- all people!- who searched in the rubble for a sign or a witness will be able to find him there.

Where the people can sing, the poet can live- and it is worth saying it the other way around, too; Where the poet can sing, the people can live. When a civilization treats its poets with the disdain with which we treat ours, it cannot be far from disaster; it cannot be far from the slaughter of innocents.

(James Baldwin)

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Unit B

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Please specify if you would like "Tribulation's Eyes" or "Texas Tears". If you would like to purchase both, then you can purchase both for only $10.

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 We hope you'll support these projects as these are Kenneth's attempts to help himself and to raise money to support his fight for freedom. At the same time we are sure that you will find something deep, special and meaningful in his words. So, it's a win-win situation.

 Thank-you all very much for your time and support.

 

Poetic Essence

- Poetic Essence -

Poetics is a meditative enterprise that privileges the poetic image, or the unique expressive sound of a culture, as the founding or generative force of the culture. 
Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion; it is not the expression of personality, but an escape from personality.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR
and

Insight of what to expect from Tribulation’s Eyes

Kenneth E. Foster Jr. is a young and thriving poet. As a spiritual seeker he has built a strong spiritual foundation and has composed a collection of

17 diverse and creative poems attesting to the strength of lyrical language to help us endure and overcome injustice and hopelessness. Kenneth's powerful formula for survival started with a search for inner-peace and is now channeled into a poetic vision for all.

In the face of great struggle, Kenneth found the ability to use words with passion and imagination. In this collection, he transforms ordinary words into descriptive tales of spiritual growth. By transcending so many stigmas and misperceptions attached to "spiritual revolutionaries", he hopes through his words of pain, struggle, and spirituality that he may touch the heart of many.

 

    

 

 While it's not an excerpt from his book, below Kenneth offers us a glimpse at his poetic voice. He hopes you will find something special in his voice and will be inspired to seek out more of his work.
Kenneth hopes to do more poetic work in the near future.
Please support his book and share it with a friend.
All purchases will go to his Defense Fund to help his appeal. 
Thank you and enjoy!

native tongue

souls of black folk i walk
i spirit talk to u-
my ancestors-
ringing my ears
like Kissi drums banging war cries-
eyes seeing tribal visions
please guide me through these vicious
paths where brutality lies.
i spirit walk to u-
my people-
like selma legs
that hurt for sanity
and million man stance
of searching for identity.
my spirit walks the walk
and talks the talk
of death row stories
told in voices
echoing through empty cells
that vibrate out
Journeys,
Condemnation,
Self-affliction,
Redemption.
my spirit talked to me-
told me embrace his peace.
we line on
Infinitely,
together
as one
we spoke-
words unspoken
soul speaking
we talk

a lone star statement

unbossed & unbought
i don't bow to the
lies concot by
belligerent's slithering tongues
seeking to systemize
my meditative system of
serene silence
allowing me to elevate above this
mental, physical & spiritual violence of
Texas Corrections molestings-
Republic,
Repugnant,
Repulsive
elections
checking me in
boxes of neglected
being.

my seeing came w/
over 300 murders
pacified by fries,
                burgers &
whatever you want     except
your life,
your rights,
your freedom,
a chance to hug
your mama
who'll die twice after this drama
unfolding on a new age cross.

season tickets are bought
in a new kind of box w/
plexi-glass &
front row seats to gas,
                         electricity,
                         poison
                         & laughs
from civilized
        christian amerika
who passed on the chance of
reform,
rehabilitation,
redemption
for
revenge !
revenge !
revenge !
and a pension of
"I got payed back" checks
through this death
and these people got
Haman's , Herod's & Herbert's
pictures on they shelf
and they in prostration/
frustration
about theyself
cause they can't seem to decipher
this cycle of violence/
riots/ civic defiance/
this dissatisfication
w/ "freedom" in the good ol USA.

MAYDAY ! MAYDAY!
it's a melee
on the runway
to the gurney.
hurry! hurry!
we must bury
another killer,
another victim,
another innocent!
cause they all the same
and we don’t want the public
to know the difference.
cause the people are smarter than you think.

and i'm on the brink of
sanity
cause i've had to be insane
to sustain in an active coffin
for this long.
i'm singing over the rythems of
death rituals
lifting up
life music
cause Nikki said
they 'd hear us
when we raised a song.

i struggle cause
i know they want to kill us
ANYWAY!
so i relay this poem
as the Bat signal to the people...

HURRY! HURRY!
the needle
is so close to us all.

a republic riddle

Texas rivers are flowing
a polluted poison
through the veins of
condemned capsules
formerly known as
humans.

no longer considered
the kind of man with
spirit, flesh and mind
we have been confined to
Justice For All.

mistakes in America are fatal –
they lead to
transportable electric chairs
coming to a home near you.

here
they tie you down with
red, white and blue straps
and lay your head on a pillow of stars
cause you're definitely abut to get
K.O.'d .

the M.O.
was something serious-
Ghettos,
Gurneys and
Greed.

Good God america –
here we got video games with
Jesus fighting Allah
and Buddha is the referee.
Gandhi is drinking hemlock
and Martin Luther King needed and AK-47.

the truth is ugly
when you're yelling MONSTERS
and the words stick to your face.

it's nothing pretty about murder
no matter how neat you do it.

trumble weeds are blowing
through this old ghost town in Livingston
cause pretty soon we'll all be dead.
it's kind of ironic huh,
cause the Living-is-done.

row-row-row
your soul
rigidly down the stream
redrum, redrum, redrum, redrum
life is but a dream.

Lights out !

10:56 am 9-9-04

Texas Tears

my habeas corpus to the world court

 

Too Flawed to Fix

is the mix

i find myself simmering in/

a faulty functioning system

of fanatics

that foam at the mouth

getting their fix off

MURDER!

these be experts in Inquisitions &

Injections,

media propaganda/puppet masters.

they be pros

for the killing of cons /

politically correct at deception.

just ask Iraq soldiers' parents.

just remember "I'm not a crook"

as you look deep deep deep

into their honest abe eyes.

what's the reception

on their tellalievision?

invisible walls surround our children

and their minds/

learning patriotism

and how to salute flags with a crisp snap

at the age of 5.

by 15 they've got berettas in their backpacks

coz your version of the Bible

made them assassins.

eye for an eye/tooth for a tooth

is now clip for clip

on high school students hips.

it's sad, i know.

i know sadness on texas' death row

where souls evaporate.

they must know magic

coz bodies disappear in rapid succession.

justice is knocking on doors/

judges are jumping out of windows

and it's not even September '01,

but is a 9-1-1.

we've got some deadly speculations

on behalf of some

determined southerners

dedicated to break the union

of anything sensible.

we've got stop being

simpletons/slow/&selfish

and fight what's

sadistic/stigmatized/& just flat out sick!

like i said

Too Flawed To Fix

be this system,

so let's make a new one!

Tango

 

rain falls down

in my cell

from my eyes

as death reaches up

through my spine

turning me into

a puppet.

reflecting shadows

on the wall

of crucifixes/

cotton fields

and carousels

and I dance around

my cage

chanting in tongues

dragging my feet

on concrete

that’s been

callousing my soul

for 7 years

my pace quickens

my knees lift

my spirit drops

my heart listens

to the beat

of others

Mother

pendeza*

Father

asante*

Brother

cut my strings

Sister

hold me

I’m tired

I’m fire

consuming faith

confronting my future

revealed in sweat beads

racing down my face

fate

hello

goodbye

tomorrow

I’m struggling

to canoe

down Rage River

and climb Pain’s Peak

but I make it

I refuse to quit

I wave my fist

death restracts

lets go

cuts my strings-

"we’ll

dance

again."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ki Swahili for

*please

*thank-you

SUNDOWN

 

 

Me and My African Brother

watched the Sun go down (like warriors in the Sahara)-

firey red, complete ball of fire,

but did it relate to us?

NO independence this day, but Spiritually / Mentally Liberated.

God's Eye

disappeared in the trees

would this day be our last

to walk in the land of mortals or walking dead?

Time shared (excruciating),

Gone (indefinitely),

Goodbye (independence day),

SUNDOWN (fa-sho).

Shared a moment of Golden times -

the only one we could share

in this crazy place -

even with no words, only with eyesight / visual!

our minds so far

on the surface of all that's life -

purified,

times shared,

would this be our last?

gone,

goodbye-

SUNDOWN!

(7 – 4 – 01 8:32 pm)

(me and Howard "LD " Guidry)

at all cost

at all cost

 

i`ve been charged with high

treason for trying to high coup

my way to freedom !

Yes, my high coups are

lyrical revolutions

undiluted by

capitalist evil which

i stand to destroy

by citing in verse

Socialist words like :

EQUAL ! FAIR ! FREEDOM !

i stand arraigned by

deranged men w/ no conscience,

so i Tanka my

way to say : "I RESIST YOU !

It`s all about the people".

This statement`s a high

coup too – to show you i will

never bow to you ,

so i gladly plead

guilty to these charges cause

liberation by

death is preferable to

life by oppression !

A Garden Awaits

 

My Queen is pregnant w/ flowers

embeded w/ godly seeds

a Sun Belly

so golden brown and crisp

it`s firm and tight

because i rub it w/ hot coconut oil every night

she `s so fertile

Sun dress rainbow colored

toes open letting prettiness flow free

she`s getting ready to birth me

a brown tone lily

dedicate high yellow rose

some dark daffodils

we`ll brush our nose against their little bellies

and smell their little pink feet

let their fragrance enrich our soul

these precious flowers i´m waiting to meet

we`ll hold them

as the Sun kisses our faces on summer days

and the wind cools our backs

i hold on to my Queen`s stomach

kissing it, rubbing it waiting for this magnificient batch

long trip home

find u'r way to me sistah

dancing on dark vibes

that brings our lives

into a weave of

black skin / brown eyes

loving self / cultural pride

2 hearts

1 mind

find u'r way to me sistah

be my radiant smile

inside me thrive

w/ yo beats

w/ yo sweet

sweet feet

pitter patting in me

running through all that i be

come find u'rself in me

let us dance sistah

to tunes that

soothe our struggles

let our nakedness

become familiar as lovers

i ask u sistah

come home to u'r naturalness

u'r blackness

u'r universe needs u

find u'r way to me sistah

Kismet woman kiss

Kismet woman kiss

me deep with desire. my

fortune was ease found

in your lips. yes, Queen, you're Karma

loving me intense like oooooh!

A/more

 

her scent was like aloes, cinnamon and myrrh/ stirred up in one pot of

desire / her attire was hieroglyphics of silk from Egypt wrapping her

immaculate figure that causes fingers to tremble when they trace her

softest regions/ her breathing was like silent winds on clear cool

nights/ a refreshing blessing of serene secrets whispered in my ears

like a seraphim spilling sweet spice to me / her face was light / a golden

bright spoken word sun / a rattling tongue of mystic chants and songs

bringing the universe to perfect order/ there is no disorder in her

being/ she is a fine design, almost a deity is she in her grace/ her

lips gave wisdom a place to dance /off her hands gloated instruction

and direction of divine introspection causing you to think she was

the beat in your heart/her feet walked ever so gently on rose petals/

her eyes shone like gold medals penetrating your soul/fine oils makes

her skin shine more/ gentleness makes her desired by more/ the more

she isn't/the more she is/simply irresistible cause she's a /Moor.

The Drum

 

 

the drum

has always banged

the best of resistance

through my veins of black blood/beating

away all fear when in the

face of freedom.

the drum.

endangered species

 

each speech i make

might be my last

as i blast

through glass

pipes and vicious sights

found in blk streets

where tennis shoes

cover feet

identifying the names of streets

and AK-47`s are in reach

of youths 13-

23!

passage rites

be found through synthex chambers

that puts young

and old in danger

simply for watching TV at home-

Big Bucks No Whammies

3 slugs

1 body cold

makes me pray 4 times a day

for souls.

each speech i make

might be my last

as i decided not to laugh

but act out against ignorant violence/

pave a way for the silent

natural revolutionary who i be

that was

covered in hats, nikes & dickies,

spliffed out on sweet leaf

& mickey's

drowning me in amerikan politicing

that says,

"NIGGA KILL YO` SELF! "

some of our hoods

could be a remake

of jewish/palestine hate

fighting for state,

but we wasn't guided by scripture

rather "Set It Off" scripts

and gangsta limps

passed down

generation

after

generation.

i decided to make a dangerous statement-

that i wanted out

so i could be in/

friend to grandmothers walking to the store

and looked at as more

than just a lost cause.

our cause

was lost in the gauze

wrapped around our heads

holding in our brains

from stray bullets after leaving the mall.

i'm holding mama from falling

as her weak fist beat my

face & chest

no longer protected by vest

being stung by pain hollow tips

& conscious clips

laying my nigger-self to rest,

ripping bandana nouses off my neck

now making me

this mamas new son

as i attempt to

wake up a nation!

footsteps move quickly,

doors slam

eyes watch me as cadillacs pass...

i'm determined,

i feel the true danger

as

each speech i make

might be my last!

what's going on???

 

my last daze was spent

holding strong from

cavity searches of my soul &

long lines of hearses for ghost

that gurneys gobbled up.

Genocide

has been bottled up

for 86.08-

the discount rate for

potassium chloride/

tears in a single mother's eyes/

cheers from Christians screaming tooth for tooth,

we'll bake brownies at a gas booth near you.

southern comfort!

a taste of reality

that you feel in yr stomach

like Bigger Thomas described.

be the bigger man.

it's hard when

gangstas got guns in they hands

& no money in they pockets.

& that’s just the police!

no pension got this pig pressing

his nightstick

on my neck

pinching off his piece of

this american pie;

and i've got a ghetto

to get home to.

the roaches are running thangs.

we Raid the roaches/

Rampart raids us.

aint no peace treaties anymore.

prisons are passage rites &

the Rights are starting to look better than

the Lefts.

damn shame.

sit-ins made set-backs &

social security meant they got this muthafucka

LOCKED DOWN!

amerika's on lock &

Hip Hop's putting us down.

aint that a bitch?

we pulling the switch on ourselves.

some of y'alls mamas need to cut a switch on you.

Actually,

we just need to cut a few of you fools loose

cause we done lost more than

Malcolm & Fred

as 50 Cent heads up

this generation's guerilla unit.

our current Black Liberation Movement

is rims that can't be stopped

when the car does.

spinners they call 'em.

they done spun a helluva web too.

what a tangled web we weave on

www.wecometodeceive.com.

Defcon 1

is in 5th Ward &

World War 3

should have started when

2Pac was killed.

what the fuck we doing?

killed the coldest m/f

spitting spoken word.

dude comes from

panthers & poverty

and tried to pave some passion

in our hearts.

pass the Bacardi

while i

bust on bush!

he was ½ way there.

we ½ care.

we all 100-spokes & speakers.

creases & champagne.

diamond rings and ring tones.

don’t cry about

3 strikes,

Rockefellers &

Terrorist laws

while we still

hands on balls,

hands on the wall,

heading to the Walls Unit

in hatersville, tx.

heavy hitters suckerrrrs!

IV's dripping infront of human buzzards

circling my dead body.

i want my mama!

but it's too late now.

green mile walks lead me to

fake-ass preachers who talk about

pearly gates & golden paved streets

over a cheeseburger, freedom fries & iced tea.

he's going home to T-bone steak&

a warm bed though.

we going to cold graves

still hungry for life.

sterilized mics got me motionless

matching our motionless people.

they sticking it to us.

we sticking ourselves out.

we stuck!

Do you have a final statement???

 

She Loves

 

Hey Mother earth

in Kente skirt

i've been missing you around my block-

i've been so

brain/

white

washed up

that i didn't notice you strutting

over fake nails,

eyes lashes

and hair.

i couldn't help but to stare

at u'r naturalness-

the way you can bless

gloomy ghetto alley ways

where

blooming 14 year olds play

with abandonment,

death

and despair

for the simple fact

mama didn't care

and daddy was a part of the "two-thirds."

i heard you breathe in urgent sighs

as young sistahs was on knees

with closed eyes-

not praying

or playing with jax,

but full of confusion/

crack

killing the black body.

i followed you into abandoned homes

and watched u hold

mother and child

caressing the racial profiles

of their high cheek bones

and melanic skin

and even allowed daddy to come in

eventhough he's always out.

u smelled like the South

of Africa/amerika

acting like smelling salt

awakening us

from suicide in

Cosmopolitan

and metropolitan

rubbish!

u was walking

love-in

an unconditional substance

coating our being.

makes me wanna holla

throw up both my hands

coz brothas and sistahs

aint believing

us is we.

i follow u to be

the living epitome

 

of cultural love,

pride

and identity

until my people finally see

the answer is

us in we /

us is we!

we must mimic thee

being black sacredness

savoring the black being

us finally being

SAVIOUR!

 

My List

 

i insist to make

a list of my "isms" &

"ist." i approve &

resist some of both.

it's a must to separate

& congregate those

that oppose and do

relate. this here analysis

is my intellect

inregards to the

definitions of things &

words that project a

meaning or feeling

that i have intercepted

in societies

ideology,

subconscious, thoughts & dealings.

i take root in

saying that i am an

Africanist, my culture

being the very

first to give birth to

all things that exist. we were

tribalist – living

communalism.

no word had a meaning of

possession. we had

no oppressor ´til...

up came the sick colonist-

his behaviors were

perverted, his soul

was literally deserted

of love, peace & care –

plus no compassion

nor rational thought about

any human life.

this brought extreme strife.

the Atlantic became a

cyst, a traffic jam

of stop, go, murder

& much worse. amerika

was the destiny.

slavery was the

reality & then the

segregationist

 

 

made degradation

seem small. gashes from beatings

became canyons of

vile wounds. scar tissue

turned to visual mountains

& the sweat & blood pools.

this was nothing but

satanism. We had to

battle it with God's

spiritualism.

by then capitalism

took root / racism

was a boot on our

throats. segregation was now

ghettos & ghettos

now bred a new

"ism" called gangsterism.

We badly needed

loveism & a

cultural transformation

from this ignorance.

Our revolution

had idealist & realist

inregards to the

problems. politics

became a vehicle to

problem solving if

you supported an

imperialist attack

on the poor & black.

i took a step back.

these ideologies aren't

me. i found peace in

socialism. a

wise french woman told me that

"socialism is

a state of alert " –

that my revolution can

not be a state of

berzerk, but network

intelligent thoughts against

the evil "isms"

& "ist!" i had to

position creative minds

for resistance &

uplift an oppressed

people from the prisons &

slums creating One

Nation under God

so We could finally mean –Free

at last, free at last,

free at last! My list

is a reminder never

repeating the past!

My list will be a

reminder of where not to

fall and how to stand!

Spirit Guides

African Tanka

spirit guides be i

listening to the water run,

wind blow, hearts beat out

the messages of life found

in earth, from God- all in me.

Synchronized

Haiku

sychronized with the

sunrise and sunset my life

becomes walking prayer

She- God

Haiku

 

She-God , Shekhinah,

tells her-story that Grace shall

save the Earth through Love

Resurrection

i'm the phoenix rising
from the ashes of death row
i stand as the
love that just would not fold
we grew grassroots
under the steel machine
their hate couldn't stop our growth
i'm the hope
reinstilled inside the hopeless capsules formerly known as men at the end I found a way to begin the catacomb couldn't hold me i came out more holy death kissed my lips and said- "rise up hungry!"

 now my appetite is ferocious
for life
not a crumb shall be wasted
as  serve this 3 course meal of
struggle, spiritualism and liberation
and i won't stop
until our nation
is full
i'm lost in the tears
of those that got pulled
into this killer whale
can you feel my smiles across the miles
as my lips hold up the pain trickling down my face my brother said- "forgive them for they know not what they do."

 i left at 402
but not before i stood
eye to eye w/ the beast
a one way exit
under the release of
governmental poison
but the voices of the people
would not cease
i was at peace
but at war
i'm haunted by the thought
that there will be so many more
i implore the Ancestors as guides
i'm tore by the facts of
genocide on our backs
somebody replay the track to
"walk with me"

the execution chamber was calling me
i responded w/
"HELL NO I WON'T GO!"
they dragged me tho'
the CEDP hit 'em w/ political bombs
to silence their throats
crying for blood
never once did we light a candle
but kept the fire lit from above
if we did it once
we can do it again
let's be a radical wind
friend to storms that tear down the Walls i can still hear the calls of comrades drowned in this rain of terror i caress my scars & reflect on the 10 years when i was too stubborn to bow to stigmas i wouldn't listen to the system i survived on Nydesha's kisses when oppression was served on the tray it's a new day "No Struggle, No Progress"

the vanguard way
from Austin to Ithaca
they heard what we had to say
Rome to Venezuela
i'm not home 'til we persuade 'em
w/ the Power of the People
that i must be free
as long as i have breath in my lungs
freedom is within my grasp
until then i will be
on a Move &
on a DRIVE
alive, licking & mobilizing
we won't stop 'til we change the tide
one for our love that just would not subside I'm the phoenix that had to rise resurrected from the ashes of death row as i declared in "the prophecy"
victory is mine
victory
is
mine
!.

(In memory of DaRoyce Mosely and John Amador)

 

Rebirth

everything was anew

like i was born w/ new eyes

the glimpse of a world

once chained to my pupils

now loose

in orbit

spinning new 360° revolutions

in my mind

i was high

on life

lost in the crispness of the skies

even prison walls looked better

coz it was something refreshing

about a new chance

to build

many thought my fate was sealed

some thought destiny had another plan

but i knew my Personal Legend

was crafted in the hands

of a Higher Being

they drug me to the death chamber

& i couldn’t help but to feel

like James Byrd

ASHE’!

we raise the spirits of lost souls

lynched

in a legacy of KKKountry

of lies

but i had new eyes

baby awe-struck glimpses

coz i saw things

that only Ancestors saw

ghost hanging from my trees

raised their fist

saluting my journey

blessing my path

to resurrect some life

back to decaying men

they tried to strange fruit me

but i was a Black rose

blooming

exhilarating scents

of liberation

my aroma filled the Walls

they moved me out

quicker than quick

didn’t want me to awaken

the mummies asleep

in the great tomb of

12 building

i’ll return in a chariot of fire

across the skies

screaming-

“UHURU SASA”

for those willing to grasp it

at the bottom of death row

i became an unrecognized species

the pearl out the mud

the diamond in the ruff

i rebuffed the stigmas & hopelessness

i stood tough & endured

i give praise to those that were unmoved

in the line of teXas fire

the executioner’s time has expired

& now it’s on us

to make good of

this day that’s

anew.

 

Spirit earth

Haiku

Spirit Earth Raises

Life Songs Intoxicating

All with Freedom Breath

Discovery

discovery

 

my trepid fingers

anxiously reach outside the window

formerly barred to me

allowing me to feel

real fresh air

and not the stale fabricated breeze

blowing from the vent

 

i cannot deny i’m nervous

wondering if i’m being watched as i reach

i can see

OUT

free of water stains and smudges

blocking my vision

 

the grass is so damn green

i smell it freshly cut

like when i was 16

can taste the dust

 

i stir in delight

as i push my fingers

as far as the bars will allow

i wiggle my digits

as if I’m shyly waving at…

freedom

 

i looked askance at the guard tower

and wonder if they are documenting this

it could seem

insurrectionary

 

but it’s too late now

i’ve become dedicated to the act

the thought

 

it all has absorbed back into me

those suppressed feelings

of what it’s like to

be from under the

boxes and bars

it feels foreign

new

like I’m 1 ½ on discovered legs

but like riding a bike

you never fully forget

 

i smile at the fence

the dirt

the road

i realize

my time has come

i close the window with confidence

coz now

it’s all within my grasp