Free Kenneth Foster

The struggle continues....

Who Am I?

My name is Lisa a.k.a. Poetry Soldierette. I am a big sister to Kenneth , I met Kenneth when I started reading up on his case, I was stunned with what I was reading, my eyes stung with fire and I knew I had to turn that fire into something positive for Kenneth. I contacted a friend of his and started communications with her and Kenneth. I decided to turn my poetry for him, which is sometimes written from his point of view, into a book for him. This book’s funds will be used for Kenneth’s defense fund, to combat the death penalty and a trust fund for his beautiful daughter Nydesha. My poems are sometimes fierce and very straightforward and they are not for the weak hearted. I’ve learned a lot about my style of poetry from Kenneth so much that he has now cloned me his "Twin". The book will be available for purchase soon and I am sampling my poems here for my brother, I have a very special bond with him and NO ONE will break it . I will fight this unjust system until my brother is free , free from being another murder victim of the State Of Texas.

 

To Contact me please visit:

www.myspace.com/soldierette76

Thank you

 

For Kenneth

why why why

tears in my eyes

heart breakin

soul shakin

ready to spit venom

cant believe this is happenin

what is justice

someone elses opinion

we cant just let em

take my brotha away

back in the day

chasin skirts

doin dirt

eyes wide open

blessings came

with just a name

NYDESHA

cant hug or hold

make her strong

to a world to cold

innocence with big brown eyes

same sharp mind

but thinkin of how her

future

is built on lies

empty promises

premonition sinkin in

we gotta make this world a

better place

so my daughter  will not just  be a face

repercussions, injustice

fighting

for the cause

now lets pause

bow your heads

for the fallen comrades

trying to get everyone

in the car

for a DRIVE

what would you do if it happened to you

laws being used and abused

leavin my brothers heart

scarred and bruised

we gotta use

this fire to chose

will you stand with us or against us

will you see his face

when your done runnin your race

Death Row

i will be here

to see you through

even through all you do

this world has a chip on its on its shoulder

making our future colder

your life my brother is precious

your soul is old

but never with the hand you've been dealt

do you allow it to make you cold

i wonder if you will see angels

or if i will shake your hand

tellin you i told you wed get through this

brotha man

no matter what the outcome

i will still remain

here

till the very end

 until we  end this unneeded murder

of our brothas and sistas

we need to come to together

and create a master plan

just know we are her for the long haul

to fight for what we know is wrong

especially for the ones already gone

they are smiling on us now

waiting to take their bow

for the fight we remain

soldiers and soldierettes

no need to ask why

just know we will get by

too many voices to ignore

don't get discouraged when they wont hear us anymore

my venom gets more poisonous with each day

and through this i will guide and educate

and yes watch me brotha

cause we WILL find the way

Spittin' Venom

i rhyme

about my life

everyday struggles and fights

i spit venom

straight through your heart

bangin your mind

flowing through your veins like the blood your heart pumps everyday

this death penalty

or murder i say

for a so called crime

i say................

what are we teachin our kids

our future

our tomorrow

there minds weighin heavy

their little hearts scarred

cause your takin their daddies, mommies, brothas, sistas, aunts and uncles

with no real reason why

these children are impressionable

why give them a chip on their shoulder before

their old enough to grow

into an adult to make wise decisions and no right from wrong

death is not pretty

and it makes matters worse

when these kids ask questions we cant answer

tryin to shield them from the bullshit of everyday life

while trying to save a mans life

a outcry is needed

will you join us

in this fight

or stand idle

while the world passes you by?

everyone has an opinion

yes i know

but how the hell is murder

somethin that we should just let go?

my venom

is stronger

my rhymes getting longer

gathering new soldiers and soldierettes

to join us in the plight

revolutionary but gangsta

we come in peace

best believe we are many

fighting for change

don't kill our brothas and sistas

teach our children not to hate

but to embrace each and every race

hate is taught

we need to come together as a whole

let these state murders

know

we will overcome

for everyone

the fight will continue

through the children

until one sees

you cant kill a man to teach him

a lesson

for doing wrong

keeping us down for so long

we need to educate

alleviate the mind

uplift the brothas ans sistas who feel theirs no hope

we are soldiers

we want a change

and i don't even mean maybe

The Golden Girls

the golden girls........

ahh

where do i start

each one of you i hold dear to my heart

even with the miles and miles

that keep us apart

you are there for me when i cry

making me laugh so hard

i choke

never judgemental

nope

tru blue till the end

that's why you hold a very special title

friend

there comes a time when people stop being friends

when that bond is so deep

these girls

creep

right into my heart

where the bond goes deep

so golden girls

i call you

sister

always on my side

i laugh you laugh

i cry you cry

always there when i run my race

cheering me on

so what if i didn't come in first place

stormy weather may come

and my world seems to come undone

there's no doubt

when the clouds clear

you bring the sun

because the golden girls

are 2nd to NONE

i'm proud to call you sister girl

diamonds in the rough

of my girls ill never get enough

people have taken us all

through trials and tribulations

with a cruel intent to make us fall

never that

before we fall

or even if we do

our sister girls

are there to brush us off wipe the tears

and see each other through

those not lucky enough to have a

golden girl

has no idea

its like having 3 hearts

to finish my sentences

laugh at the inside jokes

hold my hand and say chin up

when girl you know I've had enough

life throws a lot at you

some your not prepared for

but i am alone no more

these  girls are my heart

even if were miles apart

don't get it twisted

I'm not gay

there's truth in all i say

and if you don't feel me

how do you make it through your day?

good or bad

happy or sad

i got the golden girls behind me

so never  will i be

alone

sharing one common bond

holding on strong

this is the epitome of the word  true

and girls

please know

as you are here

for me

 i am always here

for each of you

always on your side whether your right or wrong

just know at the end of the race

ill be at the finish line

whether you win or lose

with open arms

Goin' Hard

sit back and listen

cuz im on a mission

rackin yo brain

to make you feel my pain

and know poetry soldierette will always reign

deletin pages

takin my mind through mazes

trying to shut us down

u may knock us down for a minute

but when i get up

i get up swingin

fists erect

so best believe u better come correct

this man

may mean nothin to you

but best be aware

for him

ima always come through

my word like poison

i come from the heart

bangin your head

makin you think

never will i give up

so don't even blink

you'll never catch me slippin

and that's a fact

cuz when it comes to my brotha

this soldierette ALWAYS

got his back

trying to dim our voices

so we cant be heard

trix are for kids

silly rabbit

know that by any means necessary

my voice gon be heard

i will always rise

my sun will always shine

despite the rain you try to bring

this man is king

and will always reign

supreme

so go head delete his page

but well just put it up

again

your silly shit

ha

don't make me laugh

im comin at you hard

makin ya gasp

we are the fighters

strong will strong mind

never will we fall behind

goin hard

for my brotha

goin hard for the cause

so let me now take a pause

for my brothas above

lets show some love

you aint breakin my spirit

CANT STOP

WONT STOP

THOUGHT U KNEW

IM A SOLDIERETTE

THROUGH AND THROUGH

IM STICKIN TO THIS CAUSE

LIKE GLUE

IN THIS FIGHT

TRUE BLUE

GOIN HARD

MY RHYMES ARE POISON

RUNNIN THROUGH YO VEINS

I AINT GIVIN UP

FUCK WHAT U THOUGHT

Poem For Kenneth

As I lay here watching the clock it was 1 and now it's 5'oclock

gotta get up I gotta write

about this fight to save Kenneth's life

man this shit is weighing heavy on my mind ,I cant believe your appeal was denied

My soul is soaring, now to get my voice roaring ,my hearts crying

my soul slowly dying my mind climbing thoughts runnin a mile a minute telling me to prepare myself for the hardest fight of my life..... the fight to save a man's life

Can it be this is my destiny your words push me to grab my voice

this justice system angers me what is it they can't see?

must I break it down for them to understand that forever in me this flame will burn, I need to use this anger to feed the fuel for this fight for you.

I sit here staring at your picture your eyes speak to my soul, your smile I wonder what it hides, what exactly's goin through your mind

I tell you my thoughts on this paper you tell me they move you that I've got the fire in me use it to  fight deeply.

God what's goin on ?

My mind thinks this world is wrong, what about your daughter she'll never have her daddy I know someone will tell her just how beautiful and strong you are but I know forever her heart will be scarred

Chest out

Shoulders back , here we come to fight this fight never ever giving up or faltering Kenneth we love you baby...chin up don't let them break your spirit here comes the TRUTH TRAIN and we'll never give up let your fighter spirit take the upper hand be strong don't shed tears ans please no fears.

Abyss of Lies

my mind thinks the world is wrong

were fightin to end the death penalty

or state sponsored murder

does it bring closure no it pushes us further

further into an abyss of lies

yet still I rise

standing up to fight and make people see

death penalty is murder you see,

how is it right to kill when they haven't got a fight

my mind weighs heavy each and every night

with thoughts about the fight

the fight to end this injustice and educate the people

murder is murder

each night  I pray God will listen to me and let them all go free

keep up the prayers from you and me.

and in my heart and mind you will always stay and never will I stop to end this cruel and unusual punishment.

rip hasan, and the many others who have died by the hands of another senselessly

keep your chin up

kenneth, gabriel, chuckie, rob, ghost, sarge, elijah and al the others keep up the fight keep god in your heart each and every night .

Christmas Gift to you

merry Christmas

and that's just what is is

i want to bring you wishes

and put your dreams in your hand

within your reach

its nothing i can wrap

with pretty paper and a bow

but even so

it will bring you a smile

to last you thru the while

anything to make you smile

lil poetry soldierette

bringin xmas wishes 2 u

i know its seems cold

no windows

mo lit up tree

but guess what your special to me

like a brother to a sister

wise crackin and clowin

no frownin right now

im only here for xmas clownin

im here for the fight

the fight to save a life

i wish i could open the doors

and say be free

and i know one day that will be

whether your holding hands with nydesha

or smiling from above

just know lil sis is always gonna show love

educate the people let them see the err of their ways

even if it takes 1 million days

its xmas now my brother

dont be alone

ok so what your not at home

but yes you are

in all of our hearts

even if it seems we are all miles apart

just close your eyes and search deep you see

your here with us all along the way

each and every day

merry xmas may all your wishes come true

lil poetry soldierettes here

 to make sure they do

Wrong Place, Wrong Time

Here I sit mind racin YOU could never understand what my life faces
all YOU see is some man who YOU think deserves to die
well tell that to his wife and daughter as they cry
we fight the fight to end this injustice and all YOU do is criticize
How dare YOU judge an innocent man a victim of circumstance
WRONG PLACE WRONG TIME
and all YOU say is when does he die
I think YOU need to sit back and ask yourself WHY
WHY let an innoecnt man die
as each day his strong soul slowly dies
It's not fair for me to say i feel yor pain cause I'm not you
all I know is your name
I read yor case and know as I stare at your face
God has forgiven the race
for not supporting the cause
so lets all take a


 pause..............................................................
A pause to pray this man is blessed
how the fuck can you judge him who made YOU GOD
and YOU know he is the only one who can judge
ANYONE.....
so when your time comes and your standing at the gate will YOU see
kenneth
or not purely because of your lack of knowlegde and your ill fated hate?
He's too strong for YOU  to break his spirit look in his eyes as his
wife's
soul cries
no no no YOU  will never ever know what its like for him
on this long ride called .......    DEATH ROW Remeber if your not part
of
the solution your part of the problem killing an innocent man solves
nothing
join us help free kenneth and combat the death penalty peace and love
brothers and sisters

Daughter's Eyes

So far away and yet it seems like yesterday
When my daughter was by my side
not starin at me through this damn pane of glass
this is my heart, my soul and me as her daddy she may never know
Your so quick to judge me and say I deserve this but do your research
I happen to be an innocent victim of circumstance
I wonder who will explain it to her why her dadd's gone
all I can do is hope my love lies deep in her heart
even though were miles apart doin daddy things will never be she comes
HERE
to share her life with me
this girl is a beauty strong mind and will and when Im gone dont  cry
just
look in my daughters eyes

Why?

I sit here starin at the floor & tellin myself I can't take
this
anymore
missin my life can"t see my wife damn I know i'm in prison but how can
they
take my life like I have no rights
I look to God for strength my soul is strong but I cant help but to
wonder
just for how long
It seems these guys are tryin to break my spirit
I know they don't believe I'm NOT supposed to be HERE
not for this many years waiting for the day they say they've come to
take
my
life
I listen when I pray; listening for some solace
I KNOW I am blessed I know my God doesn't want me to die not by the
hands
of
another especially if

THERE'S NO REASON WHY

Why do my eyes cry?

Why do my eyes cry?
could it be cause i'm sittin here waiting to die?
waiting for Texas to take my life .
Payin the price for a crime I didn't commit and I'm innocent damn it
does Texas care? nah, they probably doesn't know I exist just another
black
man or should i say number on their list. my soul is soaring my voice is
roaring will anyone hear what I have to say
Will there be another day?
We have to come together in this fight find common ground
And by any means never let them pull us down
each day is so long sometimes I wonder where I went wrong
my life is here sittin, thinkin, livin this life of mine here on death
row

Together we gon fly

Rough two weeks

things lookin bleek

got the call today

from my girl

around the way

sit down she demanded

and I knew what she was gonna say

all I heard was date

and my soul filled with

cold hate

hate for this world

I felt my words bout to

unfurl

how can I go on

knowin this is wrong

fight harder

chest out shoulders back

man this shit is whack

im comin in swingin

no I aint just wingin

it

me and my girl goldie

she got a plan

to make this cold world

understand

the plight

that is to save my brotha’s life

he has a right

that will devistae

but just you wait

the knowledge

he pours

man will make yo mind soar

walk with me

or will that ever be

here I sit my mind heavy

eyes full

but still I gotta pull

through

and fight for

you

the pain my smile hides

cuts me like a sharp pointed knife

deep in the inside

my soul cries

I want to share the world with you

make it all better

come on twin

come in

show me the smile

vibe a while

cause no matter the weather

me an u

we gon fly

and rise

above the

fight

even if its only for a night

Save Kenneth Foster today

My brotha

I was blown away by the news I heard today

your appeal was refued,denied

so my twin for a while I just sat here heavy hearted

and cried

my mind running circles

my thoughts tryin they best to catch up

this hit me close to home

and to be quit honest

I am ready to pick a bone

man I just wanna be alone

with me and my thoughts

and I am trying to be modest

im bout to spit that poetry soldierette venom

word is spreading fast

time to gear up

for the fight of my life

and I will out shine and outlast

for your daughter and yo wife

how these people gonna play god

and take so many lives

with not enough voices to let them know what they

doing

man it ain’t right

my heart is breaking

my soul is aching

and now im tired of waiting

sit back

listen to the knowledge

I am gonna preach

wrong place

wrong time

texas don’t care

or else my brotha would not be

waiting to die

young black man

college and music

yes he had a masta plan

strong mind srong will

sharp mind sharp tongue

and never even touched the gun

I have gotten to know this man

and my heart goes out

knowing he might not get to walk

in the sun

tears are fallin

like a tiny stream

hiding my pain

so my fight is all you see

but brotha when I got the news today

my pain was so real

you see

truth train is comin

no matter how hard they try to keep us down

we here camoflage pants and all

we gon stand our ground

the justice system

has flawed

and so many have so much faith in the law

but what you gonna do when its you

or your loved one and they lose

im tryin to show you

this state sponsored murder

is makin me blue

I tried to tell ya before and ya acted like ya already knew

the news came to me today

my heart was so heavy

the tears were in force and I got a feelin this rage will only get worse

but know this my twin

ima fight my hardest to see that

you win